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March 16, 2006
feelin guilty...
things I feel guilty about:
1. lack of updates on my blogs
2. not cleaning my apt
3. not finding sister activists to work with in Chi-town
4. not being okay w numbers one through three
there was other stuff but I lost my train of thought in the ether of the net. (cutting and pasting not my friend.)
on the other hand, i'm glad that:
1. My friend calls me to hear me tell her to break up with her s.o. Even if I have to have this conversation for another year, I'm glad she listens to me and I'm glad I'm strong enough to say this.
2. I'm a phenomenal, independent woman. I pay my own way and pave my own path. I've chosen a rocky road. My heart has been crushed. My ego demolished. My sanity questioned on several occasions. But, for the most part, I'm a level-headed woman who doesn't need a man to make her whole.
3. I've experienced love and the feeling that another human can make me whole.
4. I've separated my desires from my needs from my aspirations: I aspire to a better, more fulfilling job; I need to continue being an independent, opinionated woman; I desire a partner on my journey, but do not need that.
Posted by cj at March 16, 2006 11:09 PM