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January 25, 2009

Gran Torino

While I appreciate the cadence of Eastwood's late career films, I haven't made it a priority to see one since Million Dollar Baby. My friend chose this film, and I'm glad I saw it.

While the dialogue wasn't always realistic, it rang true to me. Racial epithets fly from people's mouths more often than sunny platitudes, especially men of my father's generation.

I was particularly happy to see a dramatization of the deep similarities between Korean War vets and first generation immigrants - after all, it's been a few generations since Americans as a whole needed true grit to get through life. While Kowalksi's family seemed at times like caricatures of overfed suburbanites, they were people I recognized clearly: upper middle class white folks, trying desperately to pretend they know nothing about being poor and clueless children who truly think they deserve every earthly possession of their elders.

I haven't seen any Dirty Harry movies, so I can't tell you how well this movie turned Clint's iconic character inside out. I know there was a black and white quality to the ending, one that could have left me as cynical as Ty Burr. But personally, I didn't think it was "the last temptation of Clint." Unlike Seven Pounds, I appreciated the ending of Gran Torino. It surprised me, but made sense. Though I liked Springsteen's song concluding The Wrestler more than I liked Eastwood's gravelly singing to credits in GT, this is a movie I could watch again. And I think it's an important bridge between mid-century American values and 21st century American reality.

Roger Ebert liked it too
77% of critics on Rotten Tomatoes agree with me

Posted by cj at 08:14 PM | Comments (0)

January 23, 2009

The Precipice of Change

Yeah, it's a time of political change and tepid hope for a magical lifting of the recession we reaped from our rapacious appetite for resources. I haven't thought too deeply about our times as an individual, because I was too focused on getting WILPF's priorities edited and published and advertised [e-newsletter not currently available online]. Right, so enough of that.

The precipice I'm most interested in is extremely personal. In November, 2006 I found a career that keeps me interested in going to work every day. In December, 2006 I began battling thyroid cancer. I've been relatively healthy for over a year, but right now, in the next month, is when I'm actually going to begin my post-thyca life.

By moving out of the Valley, I'll return to the life I knew before cancer: independent and full of possibility. I've put a major restriction on my apartment hunting by focusing on locations that will accept dogs. I've been yearning for a lap dog since that awful day I was sitting in my cubicle and got the call that confirmed I had papillary carcinoma. There are other companions I'd like to have on this journey, but I can't hold my breath waiting for those pieces of the puzzle to fall in place.

Me in Nov, 2008

Time to focus on finding my next home.

Posted by cj at 10:00 PM | Comments (0)